Getting Lazy

Haven't been able to move since the surgery - I've got my leg in a cast.

I've been feeling so lazy these past 2 weeks.

There's not much I can do besides watch TV or read.

My mindset constantly shifts from:  don't worry, just rest up this time. No need to do anything necessarily

To: What am I doing with my life watching YouTube for 5+ hours a day... I feel like I'm wasting my life.

It's constantly fluctuating.

And maybe the truth is somewhere in between. That I could be more productive with my time, but at the same time, there's no need to guilt-trip and shame myself.

Well, at least, I think the surgery went well and the post-surgery pain was not bad at all.

Injury

Tore/Ruptured my left achilles tendon -

Happened while I was playing basketball :(

Thought the people playing behind me hit me in the calf with their basketball. I was gonna get up and yell at them, but apparently nothing hit me... scary.

"What doesn't kill you makes you go get surgery."

First, I thought it was just a minor sprain because I had sprained my ankle before (right leg) and that hurt a lot worse than this.

I go to the doctor and she breaks the news to me. Surgery asap is highly recommended.
Going into the operating room on Tuesday.

:/   is how I feel about this whole episode.

See you next week,

- Jinwoo

P.S. Sorry about the absence - I promise to keep y'all updated.